Day 2 chanting

I hope to lose this track soon. Because it should come natural to me than me keeping track of it. Down from 8 to 6 rounds. I was awake at right time but sleep was to over powering. As it was yesterday I slept till 9 after chanting. Last week I thought of reaching office by 9 and I achieved it for a week. For time being I will condition myself to get up early and reduce sleeping slowly. Luckily there is long weekend for Chinese New Year which I can hopefully utilize to regularize my day. Probably year of Ox will be fortunate for me. Hopefully my senses will come under control and mind will become more peaceful. I seems to loose my control quite often now in office and home whenever people don’t understand my view or do things incorrectly and glorifying them. Probably I need anger management and let sink the others perspective in me. Anyway it has nothing to do with chanting. But chanting will take me towards Krishna and I will automatically give less importance to all other rubbish I am doing in world. Aim should be to chant irrespective of the surrounding ---- job no job, work tension or no work tension. If there is seat then sit and chant, if there is nothing to sit then stand and chant. Material situation, surrounding and other cannot influence my chanting. It’s me who can control it. I say me because even Krishna will not stop me I want to chant His name. Because He loves it. Unlike material activities whenever I can never claim to be ultimate controller. But for chanting Krishna have given me ultimate control (free will) to chant His name. He will help me always. It is said that if you take one step He take 100 steps towards you. Probably I am trying to lift my leg to take that step. May Krishna help me.